Addiction

I want to yell at the individual who created massive multiplayer online games such as wow, eve, ever quest, and ww2 online. What you've created is what I will call "digital crack" that forces an individual to play your game as long as he can to no end. Basically putting more emphasis on an individual’s digital life then their real life. I really would like the past 2 week of my life back from playing your pathetic game, because all I wanted to do was come home and level my character up. But I wised up, I looked around my apartment and realized shit needs to be done, and my addiction toward your game needs to go.. YOU FAILED...

But then it dawned on me, everyone has their addiction...
Its not just your game, its TV, its the Sunday drive to church, the cold air from our air conditioning units, the food, the drinks, and most importantly money.

Tell me something, are we really created equal if were a society addicted to money? How is a low income family compare to the bill gates family? I thought somewhere in American society I was taught that all men are created equal... Which is now, everyone is created equal (because women figured out how to stand up for themselves (congratulations)).

Well here's a thought, lets kick this stupid money addiction, and the first place it needs to go is in the medical world. You can not be denied full medical treatment based on the color of your skin, your gender, your age, lets just add the size of your wallet to that.

How could this happen? Firstly legalize drugs, the taxes we could make off of them would pump a hell of a lot of money into the American economy that could be used to give citizens free health care. Oh and you don't have to show commercials on TV that buying drugs promotes terrorism, so terrorists won't be able to make money off of drugs (whoa were killing two birds with one stone). The whole legalization process is a complex task that proper education and laws need to be thought out.

And secondly, if people want to live unhealthy, great that's their choice in life. But the government should really push for healthy living styles. Most Americans can go to McDonalds and get a double cheeseburger for a buck... You honestly don't have the food you need to live long healthy lives, so lets fucking tax it. If you want to eat a cheeseburger lets say 3 cents will go toward the health system because you’re more likely to need health care then a person who eats a salad. This is also how the legalizing of drugs makes a lot of money for the health system. If drugs are bad for you like the government says then they'd have no problem heavily taxing individuals who buy a bag of pot, hit of acid, or an eight ball because these individuals are at a higher risk then individuals that do not use the product. What I’m saying is we already have the system in place (cigarettes) just expand it so we can live a healthy living style cheaper then living an unhealthy living style.

It is viable to have free medical care in this country. And guess what, free medical care means that companies don't have to pay 200 dollars a month for health care so employees get a 200 dollar raise a month in jobs where healthcare was a benefit. Oh one more thing before I stop the whole medical spiel, companies should not be allowed to put a patent on a drug that is life saving. We have one of the greatest epidemics occurring in Africa and the people of Africa have to pay a premium price to receive drugs that could otherwise be made cheaply. I think it’s a good idea to allow companies to help people, I think helping people is a good idea!
I know I didn't solve the money problem, maybe one day I’ll figure out how to fix it, but for now it’s a start.

Update

If we have not crossed paths in a while, he's the basic life changes I have made since leaving college.
I’m officially working for a company called Prolog in Palmerton, Pennsylvania (its about 40 minutes above Allentown/Bethlehem), and this past week was wasted looking for apartments down in that area... 

I wasn't surprised with the vast majority of places I visited, these land lords  think they have "diamonds in the ruff".  For 500 dollars a month you would think they could at least clean the carpets to make it look like its not some shady crack den.   

Luckily, through my travels I was able to find a place for 530 with everything included except cable and internet only a block away where I worked...   Its not the biggest place but not having to be concerned with the gas prices and walking to work will save a nice hunk of change weekly.   It also had a super market right next door, along with a subway, west coast video, local watering hole, and CVS pharmacy
I also found out that I'll be getting free internet and cable TV from my employer; so I’ll be saving even more once I am hired full time with Prolog....

So the job front is going great, the landlord also seemed cool, and insisted I get a two legged pet or female friend now that I'm new to the area. Its really a chore starting from scratch on the social front but my co workers are nice and I'm slowly building relationship at the office.  

Finally, once I get accustomed I will see if I can post some pictures of the area in the future so everyone can see how similar this town looks to a coal region town... 

That's it for now.

Wondering.... I don't know what you'll think when your done with this one....

Oh how many things I will elaborate on now that alcohol is now in my system.... I will first and foremost give my thanks to a drug that will eventually destroy my liver, thus ending my life... Alcohol.... Without it I would not be so out spoken and open about how I currently feel. Although, I must say that life in itself is the slowest form of death and all that we have learned in life are the lessons about the useless knowledge of existence.

Were meat and bones, simply to be crushed by a thumb as we would to an ant. Simply were a combination of senses that elaborate in five areas which include sight, sound, touch, taste, and smell. They form a reducing valve that gives us our current sight on how we think the world operates. Without this reducing valve, we are lost in the endless spectrum of shapes and colors that are not to be effected by the minuscule fifth dimension we call time. For without the reducing valve; we'd simply be awestruck staring endlessly at a flower... Admiring its beauty and saying how all life should be the same; incompatible of communicating with another individual on the endless fractals that exist within the flower...

What I'm talking about is a visionary experience... A visionary experience is a way that an individual can inadvertently alter his perception of normal reality (sight, sound, taste, touch, and smell) and can view the world in a different light. This is why America and has such a problem called alcohol and tobacco.

For In the middle ages altering the reducing valve was so much easier. Chanting or singing for a prolonged period of time created more CO2 in your system then your body could get rid of. This altered an individuals perceptions which caused them a lapse in the reducing valve that increased acceptance of outside ideas. (Aldous Huxley "Heaven and Hell" *I'll continue to use his book to explain a visionary experience*).
They also lived within a time where colors were not widespread and a visionary experience could occur simply upon seeing a piece of gold, a valuable gem, or the lighting of a city. All of which we take for granted today, but a visionary experience as Huxley puts it is not hard to experience.

As soon as our mind wonders, I believe our mind has experienced something we have yet to describe. Something that.... someday artificial intelligence might comprehend. If only we could explain how a light, a feeling, an altering of our reducing valve, makes a visionary experience to a simple binary form of ones and zeros.... Then we will have finally sealed our place in history, and ensured the continuation of our planet... Even if its not from a human form...

The Da Vinci Code

I was raised catholic, all my life and decided to go to college. I took some classes, learned how the world works and learned how to raise questions. For instance: Can anyone prove the existence of god without a shadow of a doubt?

You might have some good arguments (such as the first clause argument (simply how did the universe begin)), but in the end your left with a book that was passed down through generations upon generations of monks who lived in the dark ages. I know they probably did a lot of investigative journalism and didn't modify the bible at all when they were copying it by hand to keep it safe. *that's what you call sarcasm*

I would go on about the "tales" of the bible but were here for the Da Vinci Code. I saw a pack of cultists (aka Christians) outside my mall today protesting the showing of this movie. They said it was an insult and degrading to their faith as Christians. I rolled my window down and did my biggest fake laugh and shouted "it's a fictional movie!!!" Honestly, if you get offended by a movie that is fictional and you feel the need to tell people not to go see it and convert to Christianity so you can promote the republican movement in the country to outlaw abortion which eventually leads to a bunch of oil companies getting rich.... then..... wow you really need to wake up about what your protesting....
*That was a example of propaganda*

To be honest, a fictional movie doesn’t have to be true, it could straight out say Christianity is the devil and no one would really care... BECAUSE IT'S A MOVIE!!! The thing i really hate about the Catholic Church is our new pastor... Our old pastor was down to earth and told people to just be nice to each other treat others with respect... I mean it's good values.... However we got a new priest and every time he speaks he's talking about some miracle that recently happened. I honestly don't know where he gets his miracles but my goal is to write one of hell of a miracle and e-mail it to him on x-mas eve to see if he'll use it in his Christmas eve speech..

I also like how the passion of Christ was embraced by Christians across the nation... however you never see a Muslim movie such as the valley of the wolves being played in America that portrays Islam extremists as heroes and Americans as the enemy…Wake up America...

Don't believe every single thing your priest tells you. Watch the movie for a movie, its entertainment... Also protest something worth while like the soaring gas prices, war in Iraq, or anything our president decides is best for America... Because his word is not law and you can think for yourself.

the drunken individual side of the moon

During my college experience i learned a lot of things about the world, one important fact I learned which my roommate bob didn't is not to put beer in the refrigerator space that was not yours. Somehow a few beers got drunken. I will not use spell check for this post so i guess individuals looking for free beer can count the number of English errors and get back to me on how i did and I'll buy them a beer when we to meet......

So what shall i talk about ....sip beer...OK i got it... i guess ill talk about what i really learned by going to college.......


By going to college I learned that I don't like people... Yes individuals are interesting, but the vast majority of people you meet at college are not decent people, much like high school Their minisqual problems are self absorbed and their dependence on outside sources to indulge in their self absorbed world make me want to vomit. So i'm happy with the small group of friends i retained from college, and high school..

I learned my limits to alcohol... yes people go to college and have nights where they just get sloppy drunk and waddle around the street until they pass out.. I had those nights, but I've learned not to have these nights when driving a car.... I guess it pays to spend a good amount of money drinking at college so you don't kill yourself not knowing your limit...

There is a time for work and there is a time for play... I learned to procrastinate like a mother fucker, but when the time comes, i'll get shit done.. Scheduling your time is another important factor in going to college.

Maturing as an individual, yes i did a lot of stupid things that i shall never repeat, but the learning experience is priceless. Sometimes you have to stick your head in the toilet and flush it before you realize something was a stupid idea and college is a perfect time to exercise that experience.

Women are the best things in life, and also the worst.. the deepest of your emotions can be explored and toyed with by other individuals you let in. From the greatest mountains of ecstasy to bottomless pits of humiliation, the exploration of the opposite sex can be well..... the sum of human emotions into a finite space where a infinite amount of feelings one could experience can never be fully described because the feelings in themselves are infinite and the measurement of those feelings are deterministic, thus never the same for any individual (even when experiencing the same thing).

Taste is subjective. And individuals who can not understand that shouldn't be in college.

Your mom jokes are funny, and if you say they are old then i say your mom's old.

I learned the world often isn't fair....

Republicans suck

Democrats suck

individuals who push their own agenda and not the group of the whole are horrible individuals.

Money brings out the worst in people... It should be outlawed... But individuals will say, oh your a communist bastard, the only reason communism didn't work was because you had a dictator running the government and not a set of individuals who were set on furthering the progress of man kind.

That's what we need right now, we don't need big oil companies being like we have 20 percent profit earnings this period... i guess were making governments collapse because our goods cost too much.... oh well the individuals in that country that matter can get out and go to a stable country while the poor people can fight amongst themselves... I hate money, i hate the idea of money, i hate giving handouts to poor people, and handouts to rich people... yes if you don't know what handouts to rich people are its called the god damn mother fucking stock god damn fucking market... its simply a place where rich people can somehow make more money... and poor people don't have enough money to invest into it thus

Yes life isn't fair, so i guess i shall stop there...

Good night republic..

An Ever Changing World

Why were we placed on a rock in the middle of the universe millions of light years beyond anything of relative importance?   

We have waged war, conquered and wrote history, only to be conquered again and re-wrote history again and again.  Through infinite possibilities we now live in the world that exists as it is today.

What scares me is the thing that will ultimately ruin our society is the limiting of ideas and the value we put on a piece of paper.  Laws are in constant creation and an individuals who say democracy and free enterprise are the best system we have need to wake up because no one is equal in America anymore. 

 It seems like we have accepted a glorified fiefdom where upper class (individuals such as Paris Hilton)

can buy anything in the world and watch it burn for warmth. Whereas the lower class that needs these material goods to survive must waste an exorbitant amount of time just to make a little bit better then the status quo.

With our leaders in a constant state of argument its hard to foresee a clear vision of change for the better.  If anything it appears that until we stand up for ourselves, society in American can fall by the wayside.  

And with our ideas in a constant state of copyright how long would it take until its illegal to think with the world population reaching 10 billion people?